Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Are white boys threatened?


 
 I really don’t know what to write about today, I left all of my ideas at home and hear I am sitting in the library on this rainy day hoping all my black thoughts will come to me soon. Thanks to the help of Mike I found a really interesting article about interracial dating and marriage. It is widely popular than ever, and the rate of interracial marriages just keeps going up. Since I don't have my good stories today I will simply tell you what annoys me because that's the kind of mood I'm in. What annoys me is when people that aren't black think its weird that I have dated so many black guys. Their eyes look they re going to pop out of their head at any moment. Its really not that that rare,  and here's proof to show it:


 http://shine.yahoo.com/love-sex/interracial-marriage-hits-time-high-215600573.html


My actual first real true love was not even black he was a nice Mexican boy from Santa Monica. He was the only person that Ive actually been in love with. We were dating on and off for a long time even after high school ended and I went away to college. We still talk to this day. That's probably been a problem, because we never actually cut it off since we have been broken up. He's always been in my life. For some reason dating black guys leads to the assumption that a girl is going to be more promiscuous. In high school before me and him started dating I was a lot different than I am now. I didn't sleep with guys I was virgin, shoot I didn't even really talk to guys. Lets just say I was a late bloomer. People cant even believe I'm the say person but that's beside the point. My ex was on the football team, and when he told them I was a virgin. They told him I was lying to him.

"Dude there is no way that girl is a virgin, she talks to black guys."

I still remember the exact quote they said perfectly to this day. I was so mad. I was automatically a whore because yeah I was talking to black guys (because that's when i first discovered them) but I wasn't even doing anything. That made me so mad and irritated.

I feel like even now white guys just look at me weird and go oh... you re that girl? (and think HOE to themselves). Or maybe they feel threatened my black guys because black guys are just on a larger scale in a lot of areas, yes  you know what I'm talking about readers. Well I guess Ill never know. But for now Ill keep doing me and not really giving a fuck what anyone thinks,

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